Birthdays…

amongst other events in my life… BIRTHDAYS r important to me… 

affiq’s and feena’s in June.. 11th and 3rd respectively.. we had a small celebration (dinners).. a little delay in getting them their gifts  – but they got what they wanted (but i got them to chip in some money)

alangkah bertuahnya anak anak zaman sekarang.. sangat berbeza dengan zaman kita dulu… just name what u want… tak cepat, lambat will eventually dapat… kalau tak bersyukur juga tak taulah…

to affiq.. i know i hv wished u in person, in fb.. but i want to record my wishes for ur birthday here so that one day.. u could come n visit this “mini journal” and read…

“a son is a love that lasts a lifetime…”

my baby..my headache, my frown…my love, my smile, my strength, my weakness…u r my everything….
HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY along Muhammad Affiq …

wherever life takes u… whatever goals that u endeavor…may all the choices u make in ur life lead u to the greatest happiness and an amazing life ..mama, ayah, kakak n adik will always hv ur back… always..all ways.πŸ˜πŸ’ƒ


u asked me y i used this pix and u dont like it.. but sayang mama affiq…always bear in mind that no matter how ugly u think u are in the pix..  to me u r always the most good looking guy in the universe  (next to ayah πŸ™„ and adik will come after you πŸ€“).. afterall.. what is it with look? The most important thing is to present yourself as a whole… one may look like a ‘shrek’ (which u r not) but with a respective behaviour, the right attitude.. clean appearance… boleh di masukkan dalam golongan “prince charming”..

And to my only daughter.. Affrina..
some said :  “daughters r like the sunlight that reflects on the raindrops of their lives to make beautiful rainbow”

there r times i may get angry and scold u.. sometimes I might nag u, I may even be grumpy..

But no matter what I do, or how annoying I may seem… all I want is for u, to live all your dreams..so kakak…go forth and live ur dreams..

life isnt as cruel as it seems, yes, it will be tough and u will feel as if u have had enough…but its OK.. just stride ahead..shun your fears… 

me, ayah, abang n adik will always be here for you…to lift u up when u fall..to wipe away ur tears.. to hug u whenever u need a hug (even if when u dont need it we’ll hug u anyway 😬) ..always… all ways..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY kakak… love u to the moon n beyond and back 😍😍😘

and to my bee-eff-eff muhaini ali (7 Aug)..
kita tak ada gambar berdua?????? how can that be???

Anyways..

wishing you the happiest birthday.. may u be granted with the best of health, rezeki yang melimpah ruah.. segala kebaikan di dunia dan akhirah… dan sentiasa berada di bawah rahmah & baraqah Allah swt.. thank you melayan kerenah saya.. melayan rajuk saya… melayan drama saya with PP … thank you for always be there… tak ada perkataan yg bole saya gambarkan betapa bersyukurnya being reunited with u (and of course dgn kwn kwn yg lain) … i love you.. 
i m typing this whilst i am in lrt going to work…and now i am almost reaching office… i guess i hv to stop now..

Nanti sambung cerita..daa 😘

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Moving

moving house was never easy… even if the house is just 10steps away…

yes, we hv officially moved to a new place and yes its super near – opposite our current hse .. the hse is bigger, extra space; internal n external… with a minimum raise in the monthly rental…πŸ€“

and the process of moving… πŸ˜­πŸ˜­πŸ˜–

the cleaning, the packing, the transferring, the unpacking etc… sleepless nights … super sleepy and super tired … tapiiii…. alhamdulillah … we r 60% settled.. (60% – curtain / furniture relocation etc).. thank you to my excellent assistants… my kesayangans (affiq feena n aiman and of course encik suami)..we all worked hard..aiman got the help from 4 of his friends … my nephews (asyraf n zahin) came and helped too..πŸ˜‡

Now we r all settled in our new home.. 🎊and the Queen of our heart is also here…. alhamdulillah Allah made it easy and smooth for us… 

on a different note… affiq has started his new semester …. and back at his 2nd home in Nilai… Affrina’s will be in September and it will be back to just the 4 of us.. hubs, myself, aiman n ma..😒

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Eid 2017

We r still in the month of Syawal.. 

Eid for us is no difference with the previous years…

This year we celebrated first n 2nd day of Eid in my mom’s hse… same routine same food… our favourite – tok wan’s famous rendang daging + paru, kuah kacang & nasi himpit… 

Berkesempatan bersolat raya dengan ma, kak nora & kak yati… the rest is history…

Family photos, duit raya, eat, eat, eat…

Petang kak nora masak lodeh…. our favourite too…. 

semua orang happy… especially ma… sangat happy as semua anak anak cucu ada except abang dhir & family and akmal.. 

ada sedikit drama during sessi bermaafan.. when my turn to salam ma… she suddenly cried… i was like 😱😱… banyak nau ke dosa aku ngan ma? huhu … well I know she misses ayah too much… especially when ALL of us ada sekali… 

us!

…with my significant other half..

us with ma


Tok wan with cucus

the queens

ma with all the kings

Tok wan with the girls

Left for Panchoq (hubby’s side) on the second day… 
same routine…. foooooood throughout our stay in perak…

It was a happy eid for all of us with happy memories..

Back to reality (work) on thursday… 

daaaaaa!

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I am back….

Stay tuned peeps…

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I miss him…Al-fatihah to ayah…

20 March 2011, @ 12.10 a.m., we were on our way back to Shah Alam when akmal called to inform that ayah fell and brought to hospital by gadafi. shocked? stunned? scared? numb? all in one, told my better half ..n we diverted to kuala kubu bharu…dalam pada fikiran berkecamuk..tried to call kak nora but no answer and called kak yati instead…wanted to tell her about ayah jatuh but i was told of something else instead…”ayah dah tak ada!” i tried to absorb the latest news…the first one was still floating, came the second one… the only thing i could do was….screamed and cried my heart out .. very loud!

seeing ma’s face upon arrival at the lobby of Β the emergency room, just broke my heart….and it got worst when i saw ayah lying there, motionless…

he was brought back home at around 2.30 a.m….akmal & anne arrived second later, followed by kak yati and kak nora all the way from kuantan and abang dhir arrived just after subuh…we were all so broken up…no words can console us…nothing….oh…ikbal and amila arrived much later just in time before ayah was carried out from the house…azi got to see and kiss ayah good-bye just before he was burried…i was there all the time…tatap wajah ayah sepuasnya…i want to remember his face…(hoping to see some movement to indicate that he is still alive…Β )…ayah was buried just before zuhur…and suddenly our life felt so empty…ayah is no longer with us…ayah left us with no final words…

it has been 4 years since ayah left us… we still miss him.. so much that every time i think of him, my heart cried… i have nothing bad to say about our father… he was a super wonderful man and was loved by many…

thank you ayah… for being the best-est father anyone could ever ask for…

alFatihah…..

 

 

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what if i quit my job? Β do i need to go and look for new job? simple answer, YES.

what if i dont get new job (considering my age)? my answer would simply be : so what?

the thing is, i am tired…too tired. emotionally, physically and mentally tired. i need a break, a good one and i wont get it unless i leave. Β  we have all signed our letter of resignation and formally our last day of service would be 30 June 2011 and we are supposed to be given an offer letter (new company) and its entirely up to us whether we would want to accept or not. would i? honestly speaking, i don’t know, pull stop.

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no mood? give up? fed up?

sleepy. Β i have no heart to work. question is….why? i dont know the exact answer….go figure it out urself..

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